I don’t even know what I’m trying to do today

I can’t remember names for the life of me, or like say words with no significance, or that sort of thing

Just generally things that are arbitrarily attached to something, labels, specific dates, etc.

It’s really hard to explain really but I have this horrid mental block on this sort of thing and it makes things an absolute pain in the ass because if something isn’t of the conceptual nature, I can’t remember it, it doesn’t stick with me - memorization is hell.

It made American history absolute bullocks for me, because that’s ALL names and dates. No bigger concepts, no periods, just lots and lots of names and dates for the most part. Same thing with chemistry, ESPECIALLY organic nomenclature.

But at it’s worse it makes memorizing names of people, even those I’ve seen thousands of time and know very well difficult. People get offended, upset, hurt because I take a second to recall their name or outright have to ask them, it’s not because I don’t know them because I remember who they are, their face, their personality, all of those things perfectly but their name just eludes me.

Passwords are absolute hell. If it’s not a password I have down to muscle memory I cannot remember it and will spend a bunch of time fumbling through it, thus I tend to get caught by anti-hacking processes a lot, even if I really need to get into it (like my email). Not only is it hard to remember the password in it’s own right, but password strengthening requirements add whole new levels of impossibility for me by requiring me to throw in even more arbitrary numbers and symbols, so even if I put in something I absolutely cannot forget the fluff-characters evade me. I wish there were more alternatives to passwords, things that work with people who learn and memorize things differently because password protection protects my account from everyone due to how often I need to change it from forgetting it but mostly myself.

Hmmmm I’m wondering if this is trailing on too randomly now…

gabennewell:

can’t sleep, will make great gifs instead

(Source: rosyrobo, via geometricdream)

I honestly have no clue what I was trying to do with this

Threw it together in about an hour idk I guess as something

Bonus points to anyone who can point out all the sample sources - it’s like 5 songs

I guess I was chopping up metal songs with footwork music on my mind or something idk it’s basically a random cacophony with no regard for the original tempos or keys or anything

Art by this guy - http://questionsomething.tumblr.com/

I really liked the effect that messing with this gave me

Basically I just took the piano and sequenced it and then rendered each bit of it in clusters of notes or single notes so none of them rang out appropriately - I then reimported those audio samples and put them back into order getting this effect - I thought it turned out pretty neat

I love how like

I ran that original modern talking x random bells signal through like

a SHIT TON of audio stuff and in the end the modern talking still sounds modern talking-y

(Took the original signal, ran it through Resochord on a weird setting, played with effects a little bit and then ran it through skanner, re-imported that into the daw and sliced things up)

Idk

was listening to Arrividerci earlier and was thinking it’d go good with some sludgy bass guitar over it

possible doodle to be possible finished at some possible time

Soundcloud killed the bass quite a bit, funny really the mixing actually sounds cleaner because of that

So like yeah it’s not often I actually get ideas for lyrics or something… especially when I don’t have a song to work with

so idk - random idea, spent some time just writing out random undirected thoughts, it has like no real flow or anything it’s just poorly connected rambling or something but whatever I figured I’d post it anyways.

Placebo:

Meh.

(Image from HertzDevil)

GWAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGYAAAAA

DUNANANA DUNANANA DUNANANA DUNANANA

Still messing with this…..

Artistically this is actually pretty sweet imo, if anything it looks quite neat - windixie @ dev art

I can’t music tonight now can I

Just a random guitar doodle with no attention paid to timing or anything, just sort of a stream of conscious thing. I don’t know, I’m just trying to get better at just sitting down and spontaneously making music.

Yes I know I caught someone closing the hall door in the background.